FlashBack... by chance

I do not know where exactly to start from. Let me start by name. FlashBack... by chance - the name is tricky, but true. In the hectic kind of life which i live now, i never get a chance to think about myself nor about any other memories. But recently i experienced that life sometimes brings in a situation where in we do get back in time. That's what i call as - FlashBack... by chance :)

Its been 2 years since i started working in Infy, but never got a chance to look back at my sweet old training days. Recently, i happened to show my mom and my bro, the Mysore Infosys campus and that brought a lot of memories back. While passing by the great Infrastructure, i realized how much i missed my old training days a lot. It is not that my training days were not tough, just that a look at it brings in a strange feeling. This feeling is as if, i have lost something, as if i had to do lots but did not do it, whatsoever might be the reason. However i felt, i just did not wanna budge from there. I just felt like having a moment back in time and holding on to it. I felt like going back in time and live that life again.

When the time passes by, we do not realise how much it might be important. But in the later part of life, it is the same time which we would like to live and enjoy. We feel as if the present is not satisfying, the present in not enjoyable. But sometime, in later part of our lives we feel, that our past(so called present) was the best time of our life. But everytime to everyone the definition may change. But in my case, its almost the truth. The life i am leaving now, i feel as if its boring and hectic and blah blah.... but i know that down the line when i think of this time, i will always think that this was one of the BEST time in my life. Its so contradictory isn't it? But life's like that.

Just a silent walk around Infosys has brought so many thoughts in me. That's really surprising.